Writing Notes No. 1

Filed Under (Writing) by Estee on 06-11-2009

I have a list of writing topics. There they are, line by line, one stacked upon the other awaiting more words in my little red writing book. The book is full enough to make me feel somewhat accomplished. The weight of the paper from its corresponding blue ink feels thick and full and crinkles differently than a crisp, empty page. I love flipping through written pages or read pages as in a book that I’ve broken well into.

There sure are a lot of ideas and words in that book. Like NaNoWriMo, I can claim my 50,000 words and then some. But as lovely as the weight of words feels in my hands, they are not woven together.

Weaving together is the art of writing. I can draw the perfect picture in my mind, and even watch my hand create it, but when it comes down to getting down to it, one just has to keep practicing. It’s never as easy as we believe in our minds, for what’s being created in our minds cannot be expressed as easily when we have to coordinate our bodies. There may be the will to create, even an idea, but the act of doing is much more difficult.

imagesAs a curator of art I was always mortified when some bloke would try to get under my skin and proclaim of a Barnett Newman painting that “I could do that at home.” I suppose some people believe that artists are sometimes pulling “a fast one” on us, but I think it’s a lot more complicated than that. There are a lot of “notes,” run-on sentences, thoughts and other bodies of work before the final product is complete.

If I could sift my writing (as in a Barnett Newman painting) and get it as tight as a few poignant lines on an otherwise empty canvas, that, for me, would be an accomplishment.

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About Me


ESTÉE KLAR TORONTO, ONTARIO, CANADA Writer/Curator/Founder of The Autism Acceptance Project. Lecturer on autism & the media, and parenting. Graduate student Critical Disability Studies, York University. I like to write about our journey, musings, attitudes towards autism.